Thursday, 22 December 2011

Advice To Liars

Stop trying to cover your tracks with more bs. Just for once in your life admit what you have done, stop deluding yourself. You are just like billions of other people, there is nothing unusual about you, in so much as, you are full of bs and where there are people, there is plenty of it. You just haven't reached a level of attainment where you can stop yourself doing it.

You might think life is more fun while you continue hiding the true you, but all you will do is make friends with shallow people who also bs you. If you want to make friends with people, true friends, that will last forever, you will drop the act and just be yourself.

Hate me for saying this is you want, many do, but also a few do come back, sometimes years later and say they wished they had just been honest when given the chance, and stopped. Lies end people up in trouble, the more you tell the deeper you get into it.

You have a chance at a fresh start, you can just drop all that nonsense that you think will gain you attention, and be genuine with people. You will learn more about yourself that way, and others too. People are interesting you know, once you stop trying to manipulate them, and just decide to be interested in them instead. And yes lying to people is manipulation. Stop now, before you drive more people away, please.

Tau Tia x

Saturday, 26 November 2011

Oi Mr & Ms Enlightenment

Oi Mr or Ms Spiritual, you sit there arrogantly implying you are more spiritual than others because you spent time with Monks in Tibet, you travelled a long way to meet with shamans and take strange drugs, you spent years visiting Holy ground and ancient monuments, but to gain what? Look at you now, you might have learnt some interesting things, but where did it get you? It turned you into an arrogant egotist who thinks he/she knows better than anyone else. You constantly use quotes from Gurus and wait for people to praise you for doing so. You model your behaviour on something or someone so fake and unreal you have lost all touch with reality. And all the while you were travelling round searching for experiences and spiritual enlightenment, you forgot to look inside, you forgot that you already had the answer within, you just needed to remove the need to cling to your false ego (fake personality) and find the real you. But that is so hard to do when you are too busy worrying what everyone else will think of you, if you show the 'real' you. So instead you tend to attack those who question you and your false ego, the 'love & light' soon turns to hate and fear when your false ego feels threatened by exposure. And this anger and fear that you carry round with you, can never be dealt with, until you remember to stop judging others in the world, and start looking inside. Learn to smile again, as any truly spiritual being knows.. life is about love, joy and laughter, and has nothing to do with covering up your hatred by constantly saying 'love & light'.

Thursday, 17 November 2011


I believe everyone should be told the truth about the origins of their religions, then they can choose for themselves if they want to continue on with that path or decide to choose spirituality rather than religion... This is for all those who think keeping religions is a good idea. When you can see the bigger picture, why would you want to continue on to live a lie? Just my opinion, don't crucify me for it, lol.

Tau Tia x

Friday, 11 November 2011

11/11/11 - Love

11/11/11 - Igniting our hearts with love and compassion for all our Brothers & Sisters in the world. No matter what someone has been brought up to believe, let's all hope they can open their hearts to those who have been outcast and shunned for being different. Let's hope that people will stop feeling the need to bully others, to torment others. Let's hope that every human being on the planet can be treated fairly and equally. That we can all take steps towards fulfilling our true Divine Will and potential. Where there is hope there is a way to find Concordia, Aequilibrium and Veritas. It is up to us to lead the way xXx Love and Blessings to All.

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

Celtic Gnostic Mass

The Celtic Gnostic Church of St Mary & St John has created something new and unique from some very ancient teachings and traditions.

Long forgotten facets of the Mass and Eucharist are brought together to create an amazingly beautiful celebration, that is the Celtic Gnostic Mass.

Origins of the Celtic Gnostic Mass

A long time ago our ancestors created a beautiful tradition, which when followed would lead to 'Knowing Thyself'. It helped us realise our true Will, our true Divine potential. It filled us with Gnosis (Intuitive Knowledge) and Sophia (Divine Wisdom) giving us a direct connection to our own Higher Self. It allowed us to live in harmony with nature, to love and care about all of the Great Mother's creations. We knew never to take more than we needed, and to always give something back when we do, this allowed balance to always be maintained.

Due to an unfortunate chain of events this knowledge (Gnosis) was lost to the general population. The truth was hidden (Occult) from everyone, and a few unbalanced beings decided to control and just take, rather than allow others to reach their full potential. They jealously guarded the secrets, and slaughtered anyone who dared to secretly pass the Gnosis on. However, some survived in the underground stream. The true teachings were kept safely for a time when people were at last ready to remember the truth and take back the teachings hidden from them for so long... That time is now.

The Celtic Gnostic Mass is part of those traditions and secret teachings passed down. Being part of the Celtic Gnostic Mass is both uplifting and cleansing to your own aura. Many generations of deception will start to be wiped away, giving your own Higher Self a chance to at last connect to you. You will feel an amazing connection to the Divine within you, genetic memories will be triggered and at last things will start to make true and proper sense. Everything will start to fit together. The more you are involved with the Celtic Gnostic Mass, the more your ancestors will call to you, drawing your memories of how things used to be back into your conscious mind.

What happens at a Celtic Gnostic Mass?

The ceremony is led by a Priest and Priestess, the altar divided into a male and female side. The Priest works on the feminine side, and the Priestess works on the masculine side, all the while bringing balance to the energies. The Arch Angels are invoked bringing the qualities of all the elements into the ceremony. The Priestess purifies and the Priest consecrates. When the temple is ready the Eucharist is prepared by the Priest and the Priestess on the centre altar. A symbolic act of union between the energies is performed and all present partake in the Eucharist which is charged with the energy raised.

To know the full extent of the Celtic Gnostic Mass and its significance, it has to be experience. The Church of St Mary & St John performs the Celtic Gnostic Mass regularly at the Temple of Theola in Lancashire, UK. To arrange to attend please contact us.

Tau Tia x

©Copyright The Church of St Mary & St John 9th November 2011

Friday, 28 October 2011

Grail Children - The Holy Grail Bloodline - Rh Negative

Know Thyself

You know that strong person you look up to? The one who isn't affraid to put their views across, even if it means they are laughed at? That person who seems stand out in a crowd and get things done? That is YOU, you just haven't realised it yet. No other person is more important than you, no other person is stronger than you, no other person knows more than you do when you come to know thyself. 

Tau Tia x

Saturday, 22 October 2011

Dream Analysis & Genetic Memory

Veritas Invocation

Tonight we did the Veritas Invocation and it was such a beautiful ceremony, I wish you could have all been there with us. We have decided to take Lady Veritas, Goddess of Truth as the patron deity of The International Priory of Knights Hospitaller Templar.

Friday, 2 September 2011

What is the 'truth'?

When you know the truth there is nothing that can remove it, that is how you know it is true. People convince themselves of 'truth' that isn't the same thing. Those are the people who get angry when someone else says something that is different to their 'opinion'. People who have found the truth, probably would like others to know, so they put that information out there and it is up to the viewer on how they will receive it. Others use the 'truth' to control others, as they long for power. Because being enlightened doesn't make you a good person, just an illuminated one. 

What I think would be nice is if more good people became illuminated, rather than just the bad ones. That is why I have my Order and my Church, not for a power trip or ego, because I genuinely want good people to know the truth. It takes a while to find the truth, it can be a very long journey, where as some people it happens to almost instantly, and there are lots of things that can go wrong along the way.

Being part of a group that have been there and done it before you, is the best support you can get. Because along the way all kinds will happen, and you will lose a lot of 'friends' maybe even your family. But if you are a true seeker you keep going and keep going, forever pushing forwards, until the day you know the truth, then you never have anymore doubts about what truth is, and you are illuminated.

This is how I can best describe it, because no one else can just come along tell you the truth, you have to go on the journey yourself, and some never make it. Those with support are more likely to though. Angry people will stubbornly sit there saying they don't need anyone else, or to help others, they are still living in false ego where they are full of self importance. When you remove false ego you realise there is safety in numbers, especially when all the bad ones stick together, about time the good ones did too.

Tau Tia x

Saturday, 13 August 2011

The Hidden Teachings of Mary Magdalene

Peter said to Mary "Sister, since Jesus has known you privately he has change greatly. He radiates love, knowledge and wisdom. What lesson have you given him to make it so?"

 Mary answered, saying, "Within my vessel I carry the wine and the water, Jesus made the fountain flow, and from it he took some inside himself."

Peter asked, "Is this the reason he now walks in the light?"

Mary answered, "Yes, the wine and the water have completed him. He is ready to be the light of the world and bring great teachings of peace and love."

The Hidden Teachings of Mary Magdalene.

Secret teachings revealed by Tau Tia L Douglass - The Church of St Mary & St John. 

Thursday, 28 July 2011


Science for me, is the proof other people need. When you know inside, you just know. People can throw anything they want at you, and about your beliefs, but no matter what you can still smile and have that amazing sense of knowing, that only comes from looking inside. The truth is inside, not outside. You can change belief systems at any point to try it out, but there is always the 'real' truth, that which never goes away. Because it has always been there, you just need to connect to it, when you do, you will know.
Tau Tia x

Sunday, 24 July 2011

No good deed goes unpunished

I am fulfilled, I know what I am, who I am and where I came from. That is why I am not scared of death. I am a Theolalite, a Gnostic, I can see the world for what it is. If others find the truth, and then they can feel as fulfilled as I do, they will also not fear life or death. They will also have that warm sense of knowing and will help others too.

The reason why I say 'no good deed goes unpunished' is because people are so under the influence of mind control, and have been fooled for so long, that anyone who comes along and does start showing the truth and affecting others, they attack them. I don't blame them for being angry, because without inner peace life is so much worse, and they can't stand to see someone else so happy, because they aren't. So they ask me in anger to prove to them what I am saying is true, like I owe them it. However nothing I say matters, as we all need to to go on the journey to find that truth ourselves.

So when others attack me, I don't blame them. I can see their pain. But most are unwilling to keep seeking, so spend their whole life in a living hell, never fully realising their potential. This is why I have the Church, the Order and write my articles, so that those who are seeking can get some answers. At times I see someone in great pain and want them to know the truth so bad, because if they knew it, they would not feel as they do. This is something I have to deal with myself, and realise that not everyone wants to wake up.

Tau Tia x

Tuesday, 19 July 2011

Fear of the Truth

Fear can stop us seeing the truth, but there really is nothing to fear. The beauty of the truth emanates out from our hearts, igniting our Divine light and giving us the most warming sense of knowing. If we choose to embrace truth, we can have unconditional love for everything that is. 

Tau Tia x

Thursday, 14 July 2011

The Peacock Angel

Who is Melek Taus?

"Tawsi Melek was the first to emerge from the Light of God in the form of a seven-rayed rainbow, which is a form he still today continues to manifest within to them (usually as a rainbow around the Sun). But the Yezidis also claim that Tawsi Melek and the six Great Angels are collectively the seven colors of the rainbow. Therefore, the six Great Angels were originally part of Tawsi Melek, the primal rainbow emanation, who bifurcated to become the rainbow’s seven colors, which are collectively the Seven Great Angels. Of the seven colors produced from the primal rainbow, Tawsi Melek became associated with the color blue, because this is the color of the sky and the heavens, which is the source of all colors." From

The Peacock Angel is the Crown Chakra, which is Illumination. The 7 rays, are the seven chakras. The Yezidis say he is the supreme God. Kether is what this is. When you become enlightened, you see peacock feathers. Again the stories and myths built up around this 'GOD' cause divsion and corruption. When really we should be allowed to know that we all have this within us, just waiting to be ignited. - Tau Tia x

Monday, 27 June 2011

Mary Magdalene

Mary Magdalene was a true Adept and spiritual teacher, manifesting her sacred powers through the flow of light from her heart and soul. Her Divine love was unconditional and independent of external situations and dogmas. Yet Divine love is not limited to the ascetic.
If spiritually evolved beings come together in unconditional love, they also can create an energy field that is most positive and rare, exuding high vibrational levels of peace and love into the universe.

Friday, 24 June 2011

I See Angry People

I do not blame anyone for getting angry about things, we live in strange times. It is time for the return of the Divine Feminine, and although we have been programmed against the truth, we all have the truth inside us. We can become confused and angry when we see so much conflicting information, as the others do their best to keep the truth hidden, with their books and videos of misinformation and lies. Some truth slips out, then it is undermined yet again by those trying to cling on to the power patriarchy has given them. It can not last much longer, as more and more of us are realising that the truth can be put up high, and all though you are constantly knocked down for telling it, it can never be taken from its pedestal. Because the truth can survive anything, and has, for thousands of years.

Tau Tia x

Thursday, 23 June 2011

True Will

Most religions call for us to live in fear of doing something wrong, because if we don't, we won't get to Heaven when we die. I'm a Gnostic Theolalite, and my religion tells me to live life to the full by finding our True Will, then live with inner peace, joy and harmony. When living our True Will we help to bring a Heaven on Earth, and on death when we return to the source, our essence will have a wonderful positive effective on the whole of consciousness.

Tau Tia

Saturday, 18 June 2011

Did Jesus walk on water?

Jesus of Nazareth referred to as Jesus Christ or simply as Jesus or Christ.

Christ is the English term for the Greek Χριστός (Khristós) meaning "the anointed one". It is a translation of the Hebrew מָשִׁיחַ (Māšîaḥ), usually transliterated into English as Messiah or Mashiach.

Jesus was an anointed one, he was anointed with Holy Oil, Khristós - the Holy Oil - floats on water.

Try it yourself, get a glass of water then pour some olive oil into it, it will float on water.

Jesus walking on water is simply alchemical allegory for the fact that Holy Oil floats on water. Jesus had been anointed with Holy Oil. He was a Christos, and anyone who is anointed with Holy Oil in a consecration, is also 'an anointed one'. 

You might ask so why be anointed?

When you are anointed you become a sacrifice.  For now I will say no more, and leave you to your own thoughts about what this means exactly. 

Tau Tia x

Tuesday, 7 June 2011

Blame everyone but yourself

People will always blame others for all their problems, but they can never see when the problems start within themselves. If everyone did, just imagine how much better the world would be?

Tau Tia x

The Cycle of Creation

When humankind become too many, and too greedy, and too full of hate, wars happen and the Great Creator gets angry. The Great Spirit angers and causes 'natural disasters' which remove all life on Earth, cleansing and purifying it. She needs time to heal herself, as a new world appears from the ashes, like a Phoenix. Through all of this there are always a small group who survive to keep the original teachings of the Great Spirit alive. They keep the spiritual path open for all those of the righteous who wish to live in harmony and balance with the Great Creator. However, unless we all learn to become spiritual beings, the Great Creator will put an end to things once again, and the cycle will continue, until we have all learnt the lessons we are here to learn. As only then can we have Heaven on Earth.

Tau Tia x

Wednesday, 11 May 2011

Grail Children

Do you know your blood type?

The blood that flows through your veins contains your life force, and your blood group type can tell you a lot about your ancestors.

Do you have O Rh D Negative Blood?

O Rh D negative blood - or blue blood - sangre azul in Spanish, is a very ancient bloodline. I am sure you have heard the stories about the Holy grail and Mary Magdalene moving to the South of France with the children of Jesus. Behind all stories there is some truth, and when you start to join the dots with bits and pieces of information that we do have, a story unfolds.

The Spiritual Royal Bloodline.

If you can forget all you have been taught, and open your mind to new ideas for a moment you will be amazed how easily you can allow yourself to see the big picture. There are many secrets that have been kept from us, and as more people become aware of there own inner divinity, the truth that has been hidden for thousands of years is finally coming to the surface.

There used to be a tribe of highly advanced beings on the earth. You can look and find stories about them. They were the red headed Gods and Goddesses of legend. They lived in peace and harmony on Earth. Men and women worked together and they created a beautiful vast Kingdom - Eden? Atlantis? Hyperborea? Take your pick. They had no need for wars or conflict, because they lived in a heaven on Earth. Some say they were alien to the planet, however my own view is just that they evolved separately from other humanoids. And although they evolved quicker than others, this was not because they are alien, it took them thousands of years to get to that point, the others just hadn't caught up yet.

There were other beings on the Earth who evolved separately to these Gods & Goddesses, they were very primitive and not very intelligent. Some of the Gods decided to created a new race using their own genes mixed with the genes of the primitives. The Gods knew about DNA and how to genetically alter things.

Eventually they created some new beings that were half God and half primitive beings, modern humans were born. They liked their new creation so much, they decided to take them as wives. The humans were so much smaller than the Gods, with narrow hips, and so they struggled giving birth to the children of the Gods.

The Gods loved their new creations, and taught them many things. However some of the Gods disagreed with what had been going on, and this interference with nature and ordered all the new humans to be killed so they couldn't breed.

A flood wiped out most of the mixed humans, but some survived.

The Gods watched as the humans evolved, and the humans adored the Gods as spiritual leaders - Kings and Queens. There was peace for a long time, as the Gods taught the humans how to grow things and build cities. They taught them about how the female body was in tune with the Moon, and how it effected everything on Earth. Their calendars were all Luna, and they venerated the females as creators and leaders. Because the calendars were Luna, they had 13 months in a year.

Some of the male humans began to get jealous of the women and their power within the tribe, they decided to rebel and take over. They no longer wanted the spiritual teachings of the Gods and rejected them, took over their tribes and started wars with other tribes. They worked at hiding the true history about the Gods/Goddesses and matriarchy. They worked at suppressing women and any form of spirituality they could not use to control and manipulate people. They wanted as much land and control as possible.

They created a religion that focused on one God, the Sun and male energy. They changed the calendars to Solar and 12 months, and said 13 was an evil unlucky number.

By this point the humans and the Gods had become more or less the same size, only the Gods still had wider hips, bigger heavier bones and remained matriarchal, but had to go into hiding.

Jesus and Mary Magdalene

Now we get to the time of Jesus and Mary, who were of the royal spiritual blood of the Gods, both with red hair and pale skin and O Rh negative blood. Mary Magdalene was the real teacher, Jesus was her partner, they belonged to a secret order that taught the truth, which is passed down secretly to it's members.

Because it was not allowed for women to be spiritual teachers in the new patriarchal society, Jesus did take most of the credit for Magdalene's work.

They were hated for trying to free people from the dogma they had been programmed to believe, and escaped to the south of France where they raised a family. The locals saw them as the spiritual leaders they were, and kept them safe for many generations.

The stories of Jesus dying on the cross and many other stories are all allegory, and are not talking about Jesus the man, they are talking about the Sun in the wheel of the year and the four seasons, divided by a cross.

Basque Region

The family spread out and down to the Basque area of Spain, moving down to Castile, and the Spanish royal family carry this bloodline and have the sang grail or blue blood, as do the Hapsburgs and other royal families of the past.

The ancestors also moved from the Basque area to the UK and Ireland, and became later known as the Picts - painted ones. They were eventually drove to the north of Scotland when other tribes invaded. The Picts carry the royal bloodline and created the Kings and Queens of Ireland and Scotland, and carried the truth still passed in their secret rituals and ceremonies.

Do you have Pictish ancestors?

There are some genes that identify Picts. Contact us to find out more.

If you are of blue blood you will have the red hair gene. See how red hair has been demonised for generations? In Egypt and other countries red haired people have been killed because of their magickal powers. In other places called Witches, evil, marked by the Devil. All because those controlling the world as it is now, never want the truth about our origins getting out and meaning they can no longer control people with their lies. The truth about the Witch hunts - the true spiritual royalty who carry the secrets from the past had to be removed, so the truth could never get out. But some of us have survived.

Blood type analyse

I am using the term God and human, to differentiate between the spiritual leaders of old who created modern humans, and humans of today.

O Rh negative - Pure blue blood of the Gods, very rare.

O Rh positive - Mixed, God and human. The most common blood of modern humans.
This is most likely the first humans created by the God/Human mix.

A Rh negative - Mixed, God and human type 1. Very rare.

A Rh positive - Human type 1. Very common.

B Rh negative - Mixed, God and human type 2. Very rare.

B Rh positive - Human type 2. Very common.

AB Rh negative - Mixed, God, Human types 1 and 2. Very rare.

AB Rh positive - Mixed, Human types 1 and 2. Very rare.

All Europeans have some of the blood of the Gods, but the traits show up most in those with Rh negative blood. And just because you have say B positive blood, it does not mean that you don't have some of the traits, because European type 1 & 2 humans would have done very well to not be mixed with some who did carry the genes, but because the Rh negative genes are recessive more people are born positive. To have pure O Rh negative blood it would mean all your ancestors are also O Rh negative, which is why it is so rare, but higher percent of pure blood still survives in certain areas, and in some of the old royal families.

So what does all this mean?

It means that our current leaders are making a bad job of things because they are not spiritual beings. They only care about themselves and selfish gain of power and money. They want to keep everyone dumb and doing as they are told, while they have all the benefits.

However, the children of the Holy Grail and waking up and finding each other again. They know the world is out of balance, and if we continue on this current path we will destroy our Mother Earth and all life on her.

The time has come for us to awaken from our slumber, join together the old tribes and bring peace, harmony and balance back.

You will know if you are one of the Grail Children, you will recognise yourself as a Theolalite.

© COPYRIGHT Temple of Theola 2011. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. 

Sunday, 24 April 2011

Naive Enlightenment

What is Naive Enlightenment?

When you are on a spiritual path, many cycles happen, before you get to complete enlightenment. The very thing that starts us on a spiritual path is normally what is called "Naïve Enlightenment" This is when we suddenly realise the world isn't how we first thought it was, we start to see the bigger picture, we have awoken up to realise we have been living a lie and trying to conform to our false ego, which is created by those around us.

At this point we often feel euphoric, and completely enlightened, and the signs of this are easy to see for those further down the path. They newly awoken being who is going through Naive Enlightenment will often think they are God, the messiah and feel they can do no wrong and they know everything there is to know.

Your mind works at high speed, new information is coming to you with ease, you feel magickal and wonderful.

But wait, before you start shouting about being the messiah or acting like a 'know it all' take a chill pill, because you are about to face one almighty fall.

Dark Night of the Soul - The Abyss

There then follows a time of chaos and confusion, you can't understand why no one else can see the truth you can see. You might start to try and convince others of your 'truth' and no matter what you do they won't listen to you. Some might listen and they might also think you are wonderful for teaching them the truth, and this only delays the hell you are going through. Depression sets in, all your new found magickal powers abandon you, and you feel more alone and down than you have ever felt before.

So how do you get out of it?

You learn to shallow your pride, you admit you were wrong, that you don't really know everything and you forgive yourself for your mistakes. You focus your intent completely on finding the true you, your Higher Self, your Holy Guardian Angel. Create a ritual or meditation to perform everyday to invoke your Angel, but you must want to give up your old ego and all it's needs and wants to be massaged by others. Your Angel, the true you, knows when you are not serious, and it will never come back and make everything wonderful again, unless you are willing to look inside once more - the truth is inside you and you can never find the truth outside yourself.

©Copyright Ordo Infinitus Orbis 24th April 2011

Thursday, 21 April 2011

What is enlightenment?

I am asked this often, everyone wants to know what it actually means, what will I feel like when enlightened? Will I be a good person who can do no wrong? Will I have reached perfection?

You will feel the same as you do now, only you will no longer be striving to find out the truth, because you will have it. Being enlightened will not mean you can do no wrong, and that everything you say or do is correct. Some will use the new found knowledge for bad things and to control others. If you are not careful on your path and rush in and find out the truth too soon, it can lead to insanity. The aspirant can't deal with the truth if they are ill prepared and instead of seeing the truth and moving forward, they get depressed, or angry and filled with resentment.  So they use their new found knowledge as a way to abuse others. Those who are well prepared can see the beauty in the truth, find inner peace and happiness.

Jesus said, "Everyone who seeks should continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will be troubled at the contemplation of Truth, but when he has passed through the time of trouble, he will be astonished at the brightness of the Light, for the Way of Truth is the Pathway to the Eternal Godhead, and the price of the beatific vision is the wringing of the soul. The person who desires to rise above all things must descend below all things, for the way to the heights passes through the depths of anguish, which generate the fires of Life. The person who has suffered and found Life is blessed."

I get asked often - if you know the truth, isn't it elitist to keep it to yourself and not just tell someone?

Well the example above it good enough reason to avoid at all costs someone ill prepared from finding the truth. Everyone must find their own path to truth. Mystery schools, religions and orders can only point in the right direction, and show you things that can help you, they can not do the work for you, this you must face alone.

We all have a set of daemons to face, parts of psyche that we don't like, so try to avoid acknowledging. We know that drinking too much is damaging to us, or lying, or stealing.. Our hearts know this, and these daemons that control these behaviours will do all they can to latch on to you forever, if you let them, and it is so much easier to let them.

What is a Daemon?

dae·mon (dēmən) Gr daimōn, divine power, fate, god, in - *dā(i)-, to part, divide, tear apart. daemon "spirit," from Gk. daimon "deity, divine power; lesser god; guiding spirit, tutelary deity" "one's genius, lot, or fortune;" from PIE *dai-mon- "divider, provider" (of fortunes or destinies), from base *da- "to divide". Used (with daimonion).

Daemons are divided parts of our minds. Sections of our minds that when tapped into can give us Divine powers.
Ceremonial magick is a way of summoning these daemons and banishing them, one by one, so that you are free from all the problems these cause to you. But you must face them to banish them for good. Often when starting out on this path many an aspirant will get so far, then a big bad ugly daemon will appear that they have to face, and they feel they can't. They will use any excuse to not face it, they will blame their spiritual teacher, they will blame their job, they will blame their loved ones, their health.. anything to allow them an excuse to back out and keep the daemon latched on to them.

If you manage to face all your daemons and banish them, you then get the chance to summon wonderful daemons from your psyche, ones that can do wonderful things - like learn a new language, become a great Musician, a Poet, a Writer, Scientist and Artist.. anything you can imagine. All these daemons are within you already, you just need to summon them to make the most of those parts of your brain you are not yet using.

All the answers are within you, not outside of you.

Once enlightened you don't stop learning, but you start learning at a fantastic pace. There is a difference between being enlightened to the truth and knowing everything, no one can ever know everything, we never stop learning. And it is an enlightened person who will ask for help and guidance from others on a topic they know nothing about.

Don't be afraid while on your journey to ask for help and guidance, but always follow your own intuition about what is right for you.

Devote yourself and your work to your Holy Guardian Angel/Higher Self, invoke them everyday, they will guide you to where you are supposed to be and eventually everything will fall into place.

©Copyright Ordo Infinitus Orbis 21st April 2011

Tuesday, 19 April 2011

Truth is the Pathway

Jesus said, "Everyone who seeks should continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will be troubled at the contemplation of Truth, but when he has passed through the time of trouble, he will be astonished at the brightness of the Light, for the Way of Truth is the Pathway to the Eternal Godhead, and the price of the beatific vision is the wringing of the soul. The person who desires to rise above all things must descend below all things, for the way to the heights passes through the depths of anguish, which generate the fires of Life. The person who has suffered and found Life is blessed."

The Johannine Church

The Johannine Church was ultimately founded when Yeshua bestowed the authority upon St. John the Beloved/Divine to establish a ‘hidden’ church; that is, one which would carry the mystery of the Christ in a manner which most souls incarnated on the planet in that age were not yet ready to receive. For the greater body of souls on the planet, the Christ ordained a church under Peter.