I am fulfilled, I know what I am, who I am and where I came from. That is why I am not scared of death. I am a Theolalite, a Gnostic, I can see the world for what it is. If others find the truth, and then they can feel as fulfilled as I do, they will also not fear life or death. They will also have that warm sense of knowing and will help others too.
The reason why I say 'no good deed goes unpunished' is because people are so under the influence of mind control, and have been fooled for so long, that anyone who comes along and does start showing the truth and affecting others, they attack them. I don't blame them for being angry, because without inner peace life is so much worse, and they can't stand to see someone else so happy, because they aren't. So they ask me in anger to prove to them what I am saying is true, like I owe them it. However nothing I say matters, as we all need to to go on the journey to find that truth ourselves.
So when others attack me, I don't blame them. I can see their pain. But most are unwilling to keep seeking, so spend their whole life in a living hell, never fully realising their potential. This is why I have the Church, the Order and write my articles, so that those who are seeking can get some answers. At times I see someone in great pain and want them to know the truth so bad, because if they knew it, they would not feel as they do. This is something I have to deal with myself, and realise that not everyone wants to wake up.
Tau Tia x
Tau Tia x