Thursday, 28 July 2011


Science for me, is the proof other people need. When you know inside, you just know. People can throw anything they want at you, and about your beliefs, but no matter what you can still smile and have that amazing sense of knowing, that only comes from looking inside. The truth is inside, not outside. You can change belief systems at any point to try it out, but there is always the 'real' truth, that which never goes away. Because it has always been there, you just need to connect to it, when you do, you will know.
Tau Tia x

Sunday, 24 July 2011

No good deed goes unpunished

I am fulfilled, I know what I am, who I am and where I came from. That is why I am not scared of death. I am a Theolalite, a Gnostic, I can see the world for what it is. If others find the truth, and then they can feel as fulfilled as I do, they will also not fear life or death. They will also have that warm sense of knowing and will help others too.

The reason why I say 'no good deed goes unpunished' is because people are so under the influence of mind control, and have been fooled for so long, that anyone who comes along and does start showing the truth and affecting others, they attack them. I don't blame them for being angry, because without inner peace life is so much worse, and they can't stand to see someone else so happy, because they aren't. So they ask me in anger to prove to them what I am saying is true, like I owe them it. However nothing I say matters, as we all need to to go on the journey to find that truth ourselves.

So when others attack me, I don't blame them. I can see their pain. But most are unwilling to keep seeking, so spend their whole life in a living hell, never fully realising their potential. This is why I have the Church, the Order and write my articles, so that those who are seeking can get some answers. At times I see someone in great pain and want them to know the truth so bad, because if they knew it, they would not feel as they do. This is something I have to deal with myself, and realise that not everyone wants to wake up.

Tau Tia x

Tuesday, 19 July 2011

Fear of the Truth

Fear can stop us seeing the truth, but there really is nothing to fear. The beauty of the truth emanates out from our hearts, igniting our Divine light and giving us the most warming sense of knowing. If we choose to embrace truth, we can have unconditional love for everything that is. 

Tau Tia x

Thursday, 14 July 2011

The Peacock Angel

Who is Melek Taus?

"Tawsi Melek was the first to emerge from the Light of God in the form of a seven-rayed rainbow, which is a form he still today continues to manifest within to them (usually as a rainbow around the Sun). But the Yezidis also claim that Tawsi Melek and the six Great Angels are collectively the seven colors of the rainbow. Therefore, the six Great Angels were originally part of Tawsi Melek, the primal rainbow emanation, who bifurcated to become the rainbow’s seven colors, which are collectively the Seven Great Angels. Of the seven colors produced from the primal rainbow, Tawsi Melek became associated with the color blue, because this is the color of the sky and the heavens, which is the source of all colors." From

The Peacock Angel is the Crown Chakra, which is Illumination. The 7 rays, are the seven chakras. The Yezidis say he is the supreme God. Kether is what this is. When you become enlightened, you see peacock feathers. Again the stories and myths built up around this 'GOD' cause divsion and corruption. When really we should be allowed to know that we all have this within us, just waiting to be ignited. - Tau Tia x