You are special, a chosen one.

If someone else comes to you and tells you your life mission and reason for being here and you believe them, you are a fool. You haven't found enlightenment and you haven't found out how special you are or your mission and reason for being here, because it isn't your reason for being here. It is just cheap talk from someone who is telling you what you want to hear, someone who doesn't know you. You believing them means you don't even know yourself, so how on Earth could they know you better?

The Pain of Knowing

The World can be such a lonely place for those who have reached a high level of attainment. It isn't like you look down on others for not being able to see through the bullshit, it is just that you wish they could and that you could some how speed things up for them. Then they will take action in making changes to the world, because they too will be able to see the big picture. But no, you live your life surrounded by those who don't realise how clueless they are, I know because I used to be just like them.

So thank you so much to those of you who are round me who DO get it, and are helping in the quest to free everyone from their mental slavery, cut through the lies and bring truth.

Generation upon generation has been lied to, with fake choices to choose, tricking them into thinking they have a choice. They don't have a choice in the current system, and that is why it needs to be removed. We are playing a numbers game, once enough people have woken up to the big picture, more will start to wake up and the chain reaction occurs. But along the way there are plenty of distractions to stop people waking up, and many give up and sink back into the game that they can never win, becoming just a pawn. The only way to win the game, is to realise you are in one, and play 'them' at their own game. This is what the BE THE SOLUTION movement is about and it is growing and will more with your help. Thank you.

The pain of knowing, is much easier to cope with, than the pain of uncertainty, or the pain of not living to your true potential.

Angry Anarchistic Feminists

The whole concept of anarchy is completely ridiculous and unworkable. The idea that people need no leaders at all is both wishful thinking and ludicrous. How men treat women now is bad enough, imagine if they were given no guidance or rules to tell them right from wrong? To tell men that anything is acceptable? Because without parents to give guidance to a child's upbringing we would just create monsters who have no sense of right from wrong, parents are leaders too. The only people on the planet who do have a true and real sense about what is important are those who have worked on themselves spiritually, because they have come to know altruism. Religion is completely different entity to Spirituality. Before someone awakens spiritually they see everything they dislike with anger and seek revenge. Women being naturally tantric don't take much work to waken spiritually, but men do, and in society women are being taught to be more like men, aggressive, filled with hate, uncaring, promiscuous, little or no self respect. Women are taught to care more about personal possessions and what they can get from others, than being loving, caring and compassionate. Which are feminine qualities. There is nothing weak about altruism and feminine qualities, it takes great strength to stand up against the negativity and hate spread about in the world and say, "Enough is enough, why can't we all just do what is right by each other?"

Many people need leaders, because they have had their spirituality switched off over many generations. Like it or not men will always need them, and it is women, spiritually aware ones that should be stepping up and giving them that guidance as was always the way in the past. Priestesses would help men become spiritually aware better people, and we can again. But they aren't going to want to listen to women who hate them and are angry about the past. It is up to us women yet again to be the ones to help them help themselves. Because until they have done that, and they have become altruistic, the problems escalate and there will be no end to the battle of the sexes. Men need women for enlightenment, it is simple as that, and we help ourselves by helping them, not hating them. I am sorry if this offends, but I can see the big picture here. I am in no way condoning the bad behaviour of men, I am saying that the ones who haven't become spiritually aware need our help, so they don't become the sexist nasty testosterone poisoned fools they can. And not ALL men are like that, some have learnt from women and become balanced, stable and very respectful of women, with our help they all can. We can LEAD by example.

What is the 'truth'?

When you know the truth there is nothing that can remove it, that is how you know it is true. People convince themselves of 'truth' that isn't the same thing. Those are the people who get angry when someone else says something that is different to their 'opinion'. People who have found the truth, probably would like others to know, so they put that information out there and it is up to the viewer on how they will receive it. Others use the 'truth' to control others, as they long for power. Because being enlightened doesn't make you a good person, just an illuminated one. 

What I think would be nice is if more good people became illuminated, rather than just the bad ones. That is why I have my Order and my Church, not for a power trip or ego, because I genuinely want good people to know the truth. It takes a while to find the truth, it can be a very long journey, where as some people it happens to almost instantly, and there are lots of things that can go wrong along the way.

Being part of a group that have been there and done it before you, is the best support you can get. Because along the way all kinds will happen, and you will lose a lot of 'friends' maybe even your family. But if you are a true seeker you keep going and keep going, forever pushing forwards, until the day you know the truth, then you never have anymore doubts about what truth is, and you are illuminated.

This is how I can best describe it, because no one else can just come along tell you the truth, you have to go on the journey yourself, and some never make it. Those with support are more likely to though. Angry people will stubbornly sit there saying they don't need anyone else, or to help others, they are still living in false ego where they are full of self importance. When you remove false ego you realise there is safety in numbers, especially when all the bad ones stick together, about time the good ones did too.


Tau Tia x

What is enlightenment?

I am asked this often, everyone wants to know what it actually means, what will I feel like when enlightened? Will I be a good person who can do no wrong? Will I have reached perfection?

You will feel the same as you do now, only you will no longer be striving to find out the truth, because you will have it. Being enlightened will not mean you can do no wrong, and that everything you say or do is correct. Some will use the new found knowledge for bad things and to control others. If you are not careful on your path and rush in and find out the truth too soon, it can lead to insanity. The aspirant can't deal with the truth if they are ill prepared and instead of seeing the truth and moving forward, they get depressed, or angry and filled with resentment.  So they use their new found knowledge as a way to abuse others. Those who are well prepared can see the beauty in the truth, find inner peace and happiness.

Jesus said, "Everyone who seeks should continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will be troubled at the contemplation of Truth, but when he has passed through the time of trouble, he will be astonished at the brightness of the Light, for the Way of Truth is the Pathway to the Eternal Godhead, and the price of the beatific vision is the wringing of the soul. The person who desires to rise above all things must descend below all things, for the way to the heights passes through the depths of anguish, which generate the fires of Life. The person who has suffered and found Life is blessed."

I get asked often - if you know the truth, isn't it elitist to keep it to yourself and not just tell someone?

Well the example above it good enough reason to avoid at all costs someone ill prepared from finding the truth. Everyone must find their own path to truth. Mystery schools, religions and orders can only point in the right direction, and show you things that can help you, they can not do the work for you, this you must face alone.

We all have a set of daemons to face, parts of psyche that we don't like, so try to avoid acknowledging. We know that drinking too much is damaging to us, or lying, or stealing.. Our hearts know this, and these daemons that control these behaviours will do all they can to latch on to you forever, if you let them, and it is so much easier to let them.


What is a Daemon?

dae·mon (dē′mən) Gr daimōn, divine power, fate, god, in - *dā(i)-, to part, divide, tear apart. daemon "spirit," from Gk. daimon "deity, divine power; lesser god; guiding spirit, tutelary deity" "one's genius, lot, or fortune;" from PIE *dai-mon- "divider, provider" (of fortunes or destinies), from base *da- "to divide". Used (with daimonion).

Daemons are divided parts of our minds. Sections of our minds that when tapped into can give us Divine powers.
Ceremonial magick is a way of summoning these daemons and banishing them, one by one, so that you are free from all the problems these cause to you. But you must face them to banish them for good. Often when starting out on this path many an aspirant will get so far, then a big bad ugly daemon will appear that they have to face, and they feel they can't. They will use any excuse to not face it, they will blame their spiritual teacher, they will blame their job, they will blame their loved ones, their health.. anything to allow them an excuse to back out and keep the daemon latched on to them.

If you manage to face all your daemons and banish them, you then get the chance to summon wonderful daemons from your psyche, ones that can do wonderful things - like learn a new language, become a great Musician, a Poet, a Writer, Scientist and Artist.. anything you can imagine. All these daemons are within you already, you just need to summon them to make the most of those parts of your brain you are not yet using.

All the answers are within you, not outside of you.

Once enlightened you don't stop learning, but you start learning at a fantastic pace. There is a difference between being enlightened to the truth and knowing everything, no one can ever know everything, we never stop learning. And it is an enlightened person who will ask for help and guidance from others on a topic they know nothing about.

Don't be afraid while on your journey to ask for help and guidance, but always follow your own intuition about what is right for you.

Devote yourself and your work to your Holy Guardian Angel/Higher Self, invoke them everyday, they will guide you to where you are supposed to be and eventually everything will fall into place.



©Copyright Ordo Infinitus Orbis 21st April 2011